Suppose To Know

The you I was suppose to know now. My dear Sam, I am lost.  A college graduate amid COVID-19?  What would you have said?  What would you have done?  I stand still.  Frozen.  I know you would have risen above and know what to do beyond.  I’m speechless. Scared still. I’m scared because I don’t know you.  I want to know you.  I want to hold on.  Tightly.  Carry me.  Carry me along.  I love you.  Carry my love with you.  Forever.  I love you.